Speichal Someone (free verse poem)

When see you I smile,

When I see you my heart beats faster

When I see you, I can’t help but blush

Why god?

Why must  you make love feel this way

Is it punishment, forgiveness, or a gift

You make it seem confusing

How you spin my head around with thoughts

Bad yet happy thoughts

It’s weird how you have never made me feel like this

How.. This feeling I cannot shake

It’s stuck, glued, attached

Something that cannot be undone

But, you know

I actually like it

The warm feelings

The butterflies

The racing heart

All because of a person

I might not believe you much

But thank you

Thank you so much

For letting someone special

Be in my life

And for changing it