Letter to The One That Truested

Dear to the one that trusted,
 
I'm sorry it has come to this. I'm to much of a asshole. As soon as something happens, I will abandon you. I will not stay by your side forever. I'm a liar. I'm a complete jerk once you know the real me. But at the moment, I feel like shit. That you trusted a girl.. That would leave. Become someone you wouldn't recognize. I doubt you will see this, you never look anyways. It's not just you, it's me as well. I'm not sure what to say to you anymore really. 

I just want you to know I care, and I worry about you. When my mind wonders, your one of the people that pop into my head. I'm so proud of you that I have no words to explain. 

Im sorry that you trusted me.. I'm sorry.. That... I'm not the person you believed me to be.. The only words.. I can ever say to you.. Is... I'm Sorry... 

From the one you trusted.. And whose words remain still..
-Valid